1:07
we're sitting together
talking with ryan
about these things
that no one seems to care about
i think to myself
what in the world
where in the world
can we be right now
but plano
I want to be there
Do you?
there's weird shit going on in the background
but ryan is like...2% cooler than everyone in there
so i don't give a fuck.
yes.
except for me
who is equally awesome
and ambitious
because we both want the same thing
that same excitement
that same burst of energy
from the small little scenes
that we face everyday
that we choose not to notice
but we do notice
and we find all the happiness in the world
in these small little moments
beer.
and ichat
jesss is cold.wellllllllll kind of.
i can never remember if i flush the toilet or not.
every fucking time.
"did i flush?"
who knows.
So she ponders
but I stand in front of the toilet
in its pristine glory
flushed already
and I'm ready to piss
piss all of my own glory
Andrew's still here, that's fuckin' fascinating
wowwww.
ryan william braffman
he does kind of look like bob dylan.
no lie.
i think it's the hair.
He sings his songs
he wants to show it all
his erect member
to the crowd
because he's proud
he's proud of the eight and a half
or maybe more
I've never witnessed
I hear his voice
singing in (quite a horrible tone)
but perfect just the same
yes, perfect in its own way
we listen to him
with the noise from the background
they're talking about pokemon
God knows we're having more fun
Jesss's first pokemon card was Charmander, but her favorite was a holographic Ninetales
Mine was a holographic Arcanine
Ryan liked hitmonlee
Jes is a singer
but she refuses to sing
but tonight my goal
is to hear her sultry voice
ring out in this gaudy apartment complex
and fill myself in ecstasy
